The light on the way

Dissociation and survival vs. living: a survivor’s story This beautifully written post above is like reading my own heart and finding recognition for my adult self who is working so hard at healing. I only became aware of decades-long abuse and human trafficking after the main abuser died. My whole life story has had to be rewritten. It is so important that the adult self … Continue reading The light on the way


Tree magic

They had gone a mile or so in the direction the boy had come from. There were no traces on the forest floor. Of course, Eldairc thought, the rains in the intermediate weeks would have washed away any footprints. Yldich was humming softly, a soft nasal sound that was almost like a chant. Eldairc saw him touching the leaves of bushes, the low-hanging branches of … Continue reading Tree magic


Signals of the soul – do you know how your soul communicates with you?

Synchronicity: meaningful coincidenceWhen you navigate the world, you are constantly receiving signals from your soul. When you know how to be aware of that, you have a valuable guide to life. The way this works has been described as “synchronicity”. One event coincides with another. Not in a causal way, but in a meaningful way. Synchronicity could be described as “meaningful coincidence”. For example, you … Continue reading Signals of the soul – do you know how your soul communicates with you?


Why I don’t write fantasy

When I felt the call of my soul to start writing, I had to find a niche for my books to fit in. That’s how it works in the world of books. They need to be labeled. So, because they are adventurous stories, I ended up naming them fantasy. I wanted to have the freedom not to have to research historical details. Because in fact, … Continue reading Why I don’t write fantasy


Charoite dreams – I love purple

Litebeing Chronicles inspired me in her recent post on loving purple to share one of my favorite gemstones: charoite. Charoite first came to me in a dream some years ago. In the dream I was at the coast of Brittany, marveling at the magnificent view of the ocean throwing itself at the cliffs. I walked into a little shop where I noted jewelry and belts … Continue reading Charoite dreams – I love purple

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Inspiratie in plaats van intimidatie

Duistere pool Ik zie wat er nu gaande is in de wereld als een extreme (wanhoops-)poging van de donkere pool om te doen waar de donkere pool en uitingen daarvan altijd mee bezig zijn, op micro-en macroniveau: macht over de mens(heid) verkrijgen via manipulatie, illusie, leugens en bedrog, intimidatie, angst en verdeeldheid zaaien, misbruik maken van de pijnpunten, de zwakheden en onbewuste angsten, onverwerkte trauma’s … Continue reading Inspiratie in plaats van intimidatie

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The Search for Tzanáta has been published!

Yay, the English version of my book is now available: Paperback | 440 pages | ISBN 9781647184919 The Search for Tzanáta is the sequel to the award-winning spiritual adventure Curse of the Tahiéra. Seven years after his sudden disappearance, Yldich has a disturbing dream that brings him back to the House of the Deer. Slender ships are appearing at the coast and they seem … Continue reading The Search for Tzanáta has been published!

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Uit het hart geschreven

Deze maand is eindelijk het langverwachte vervolg op mijn debuutroman verschenen: De Zoektocht naar Tzanáta. Na het verschijnen van zijn voorganger, De Vloek van de Tahiéra kwam ik er tot mijn eigen verbazing achter dat ik het verhaal van mijn eigen vorige levens aan het schrijven was. Was ik de eerste keer nog onkundig van dit feit, bij het schrijven van het tweede boek was … Continue reading Uit het hart geschreven